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Saturday, August 22, 2009
I broke up with Chris this afternoon. The hurt and the pain has set in a while ago. A tiny fraction of what he must be feeling. I can't believe what an idiot I am. I never thought of his feelings and just did what I wanted to do. It wasn't until just now that sadness sank onto my chest and weighed me down. It was only then that I thought of how he must be feeling. I feel so horrible. I saw how hurt he was but I still didn't do anything. He packed when I was out in town with Jon. Part of me is going crazy just by seeing his bags at the door. It's all I can do not to stop him and change my mind. It has been, after all, two and a half years of our lives. I wish he would shout and hit me, instead of wishing me happiness. I can't imagine how much I've hurt him. |
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| Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You - Glenn Mederios |
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If I had to live my life without you near me The days would all be empty The nights would seem so long With you I see forever, oh so clearly I might have been in love before But never felt this strong Our dreams are young and we both know, they'll take us where we want to go Hold me now, touch me now I don't want to live without you Nothing's gonna change my love for you You ought to know by now how much I love you One thing you can be sure of I'll never ask for more than your love Nothing's gonna change my love for you You ought to know by now how much I love you The world may change my whole life through But nothing's gonna change my love for you If the road ahead is not so easy Our love will lead a way for us Like a guiding star I'll be there for you if you should need me You don't have to change a thing I love you just the way you are So come with me and share the view, I'll help you see forever too Hold me now, touch me now I don't want to live without you Nothing's gonna change my love for you You ought to know by now how much I love you One thing you can be sure of I'll never ask for more than your love Nothing's gonna change my love for you You ought to know by now how much I love you The world may change my whole life through But nothing's gonna change my love |