I just got back from my grandma's birthday dinner. We had nice food at Commonwealth. I got to talk to my sisters after a long time =p

While we were eating, there were 2 flies that were adamant on landing on our food. My aunt, grandma and I were swatting away the flies half the time. My aunt keep laughing and laughing.

She's getting married on the 5th of October. If I can I guess I will go too. It seems that there is a limit as to how many ppl can enter the ROM. The wedding will be held in December. I'm looking forward to it. Weddings always have good food =p

Oh man I'm going to get fat soon.. I keep eating good stuff and I always tend to overeat. I need to stop...

The things that I learnt about my sister is like oh my gawd...... It is disturbing =/ I think she is this close to changing her gender ... >< I guess I can look at it as finally getting the big brother that I've always wanted. But.. It's still gross.

Yesterday night, my dad saw me and Dave together.. So I was kinda bracing myself for what he would say when we're alone. I hope he didn't ask my mom about it because I've told her.. It was things like this that made him feel unloved because I don't confide in him like my mother. I also feel bad but.. I've grown up without him so it really is hard to tell him things sometimes although I do try.. I just wish he would understand that it's difficult to change after so many years.

Going to DSS tomorrow and to my school again.

Sigh. I wish my dad would talk to me about how he feels. I do feel bad about him. He once told me he has a lot of things to tell me but he trusts me to make the right decision and so he just keeps his feelings to himself. He keeps apologizing for not knowing things about me or my friends and it just makes me feel so lousy. I mean, I want a dad not someone who leaves me alone because that's what he thinks I want.

I suddenly feel so tired.

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