Saturday was my aunt's wedding. I wore this beautiful dress that belonged to my sister. The three of us plus Gab's two friends were in charge of decorating the hall. We only had over an hour to do it.. In the end we were late by about 5 mins for the wedding ceremony >< My legs were aching the next day because of all the bending down.

I met my honey after that. The wedding was just across the road from his school. Went dinner then watch New Moon! I liked it but I think it was a wrong time to watch it, because we were both so tired. It made the movie boring.

I just reached home actually. Class ended late today. I enjoyed today though. Couldn't sleep last night because I was worrying about the presentation this morning. In the end I decided to read my lecture notes, and I fell asleep 5 mins after that =x

The presentation before us was super lengthy with loads of words and information. I was so nervous because ours seemed inferior compared to theirs. But I was amazed when ours was the only group to be complimented! That's when I know that lots of information isn't necessarily good. Simple and easy to understand was sometimes better.

Decided not to go home today during the break, and stayed with my friends to study for the test on Thursday. Spent the afternoon at Thomson Plaza's Starbucks. The 10 of us took up half the Starbucks. Lol..

Then the topic of relationships came up within the four of us. After talking to them about my concerns did I realize that I was actually doing more than expected. And that my relationship with Dave was different from others because it was special. I guess perhaps I was so caught up with not doing the things that will harm it, that I overlook the things that I'm doing right.

After our last class, took the same bus as Jul and Ati. Suddenly we started talking about our supernatural experience. Oh god.. We got super scared on the way home. When I changed bus, I went to the upper deck, but there was no one there. After a couple of stops I freaked myself out and ran down. == I just hope I can get to sleep tonight. Then I came home and scared my younger sister. Lol!

Gonna chiong finish my study for the Thursday test. The guys like never study at all. We were busy reading and writing at Starbucks but they were talking and joking and surfing the net. But perhaps we are too anxious about scoring well. It's only an MCQ test after all. Should be easy to score.

Been having insomnia for the past few nights, and all my dreams are bad ones. I guess I'm just having a bad week, studies-wise. So much for term break.

Went to United Square Starbucks with the 3 girls and realised that I got an exam on Tuesday and Thursday. omg.. I didn't even know. I shouldn't have spent the whole of yesterday doing that lab report which isn't due for another two weeks.

Now I'm totally screwed because I'm so tired and sleepy, plus I don't have all my notes. I was trying to study just now but I almost fell asleep. Only got tomorrow left to study, because my aunt's wedding is on Saturday, got a meeting for the project on Sunday and I got a presentation on Monday.

Watching a beautiful sunset from my window though. Kinda energizes me a little.

There I was saying that I don't have a lot of time left to study, and here I am still blogging == Later!

Gonna post something since someone said I was boring ==

I'm in the library now..

Been trying to get a head start on my personality essay and I really wasn't prepared for how time-consuming it would be because of all the prior research I got to do.

About a couple of hours into digging out all the useful points from books, I was suddenly discussing the upcoming project with Jul, then Hani, then Ati. Omg.. After talking to Jul did I realize what deep shyt I was in because of all the things I had to do by Dec.

3 projects, 1 essay, 1 lab report (which I don't know squat about), and 2 sets of questions that require 600 word answers. The first presentation is on Monday which I have no idea how I'm gonna complete my part. Walked the whole 7th level of Bugis library and found nothing =(

And wireless@sg sucks, by the way.

Ah.. Gonna try to find at least something then go home. Till next time then =)

Class was soooo boring for me today. It's boring everyday though, just that today's lect was extra boring. I'd already learned it in my diploma.. The topic was classic conditioning, with Pavlov's dogs. It's the conditioned response and stimuli thing. You know, when you first hear a song and you're thinking/doing something, the next time you hear the same song, you'd think of that time.

I don't know why I don't have credit exemption! My friend who has a dip in Psy has 4 exemptions, and my other friends who have like, dips in food science, IT, etc all have 8 exemptions, which has nothing to do with psy. They practically finish their bachelor more than half a year earlier. Gonna go school earlier tomorrow to ask how come I don't have. It's damn boring, learning what I have learned again.

Woke up this morning to a stiff body. Went to school aching all over. Geez. Talk about out of shape.

Can't wait for my break which is next next week. I could use a week of good rest.

Getting frustrated with myself lately. I don't know why I get so easily used to the wrong things and I automatically expect it all the time. It's taking everything out of me to make sure this doesn't become a prototype of my past relationship.

And it isn't even about school stress. That will come in less than a month's time.

Feel so tired. In every aspect. I thought suppressing my feelings would make it easier for me (and others) to deal with similar situations because I'm already used to it. But doing that just makes me feel worse and external factors outside just pile up on it. Plus, I don't even want to get used to it, although I know I probably have no choice.

Maybe I'm just not ready for this kind of thing.

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