I had a good day. Went to town with Sher to shop. We walked from 1pm to 8pm.

I bought shoes, intimates, earrings, necklace, tops... Spent a good deal of money. Aiya well, I don't shop that often, and I'd use the things I buy until they're worn out. Dinner at SukiYaki. It would really be better if I wasn't sick. I couldn't taste anything at all, and I was emo-ing throughout dinner because I know the food is really good =(

I wanted to blog more but that psycho really spoilt my mood. I gotta hand it to him, he never fails to be such a mcp loser everytime I meet her, and makes a fcking big deal out of nothing. She never smile when on the phone with him but he think she is so = she's smiling at another guy. And like that also kb until the cows come home. She was on the phone half the time I was with her.

I never met such a psychotic SOB in my life. And I REALLY do not understand why she still wants to stay with such a loser. But if one year of talking to her, I guess any more would be as futile.

But I'm seeing my baby tomorrow so everything is fine again <3

My friend sent me the link to this song and it's all I want to listen to now ><

I love it so much that I put the english translation of this song on the right.

I like it because it made me think of someone very important to me, and how much I love him.. Heh and just nice, today is our one month. haha!

I won't be counting the months that we're together anymore, because I want to count the years instead.

These few days stay at home, becoming very stoned.

Ah anyway to clear up, whatshisname in the previous post is referring to Sher's boyfriend, not anyone else. Lol.

Speaking of Sher, meeting her on Tues (hopefully). I wanna cut hair and go shopping. I need shoes o.o and clothes too. I only got t-shirts. emodieme.

Oh yes, Dave and I had lunch over at my mom's place on Friday. Supposed to bring her to Crystal Jade but she was too tired. My poor honey got to cancel his reservation there. Although I think it went rather well. And my dad ... He was there but didn't join us. I didn't know how to read him though. All those eps of Lie To Me didn't pay off xD

Oh gawd, when I think of turning 21 in 4 months makes me have butterflies in my stomach, and not in a good way.

Sianed I got sore throat and a slightly burnt tongue I think thanks to yesterday's lunch ><

Xav had taken leave, so we went to Jurong Point cuz he told me got new extension. I didn't know it's been there since a long time ago. I feel so lagging. But we got lost a few times == I had a craving for korean fare =p and we had a hard time finding the place.

But I guess both of us felt it was worth the search, because the food was good and cheap. We were both surprised when we saw the bill. We ordered food enough for 4 ppl. Lol. We always seemed to be eating more than our share, like that time at Azabu Sabo when we ordered 2 ramens, 1 cha soba and 1 premium steak..

Anw yesterday was beef steamboat for 2, chicken kimchi soup with rice and my fave spicy rice cake. I was surprised I could eat more than I normally do. The beef steamboat was generous in terms of the veggies, so at least it was a little healthy lol. And I loved the peanut sauce that came with it. Oh man I just love korean food. Now got another place I can go to other than Novena Square.

Then we went window-shopping. Everytime I'm with Xav I would go into shoe shops, and it was so often that he already knows what kind of shoes I like because he would see what I pick up or point to.

I went home then met my baby at his school <3

We went to Plaza Sing to have Ajisen Ramen then to Starbucks for coffee. I had the hazelnut caffe latte, omg so good >< I want to get whipped cream so I can make my own coffee at home but the last time I did that, I ended up eating half the whipped cream straight from the bottle ==

I met Sher today after dunoe how many eons. She came over then we went to Tiong's FairPrice to decide what we wanted to make. We saw the ang moh carrot cake mix there and since I haven't try we went to get it. Then buy chips and jelly etc. Oh man! I just remembered I left the chips at my mom's place == Zzz. I called my mom and it was already gone -.- my sister sapued the whole thing.

Ah anyway when we got back my mom told us that the sliding door of my sister's wardrobe fell off and the whole thing dropped on her foot. She said she could feel that her bones were shattered inside but she doesn't want to go to the doctor. Oh my god == She must be feeling excruciating pain now.

Sher realized that we didn't buy the frosting for the cake. But anyway we just made the jelly and went all the way back to Tiong to buy, but don't have! Ended up going to Great World. We should have went there in the first place. The cake mixes so many more and it all looked nicer than the one we bought.

We window-shopped at Zara. The clothes there so nice o.o and the best (and worst) thing is that I found out the clothes are actually quite cheap and very nice. I wanna go back there on Monday. See if she can or not ....

Went back and made the carrot cake. Ultimate FAIL!







Then whathisname called and ya it really killed our mood. He calls like every 15 mins... It got really irritating and frustrating.

But I really enjoyed myself. Since the time she met me, I've been laughing half the time. From the loser thing to the vasantham star thing to the body foam thing. Lol. Dammit, damn funny. Heh. If only time with her didn't come so rarely.

When I saw my time table I almost fainted. It was packed with classes. But actually I only needed to mark those that I'm taking, but it wasn't any better. Some days had classes which started at 9am and another that starts at 7pm. GG! And it's not like I'm living near campus. And when Dave's exams end is when my term starts. Sian!

My only free day is Sunday and maybe Saturday. Saturday also got school == Sigh. I'm gonna treasure every single one of my seconds of remaining freedom! Shopping with my found-again bestie and Cabaling. Hoho.

Sigh. I've been thinking about my dad and I really feel so fed up. It's like he doesn't seem to like anything I do. All I can remember about him last time is when he got mad. Now, it's exactly the same, and the worst thing is, he doesn't talk to me about it. He just tells my mom, and she comes to talk to me.

She actually bothers to find out what happens with me and what's going on for me right now. My dad just doesn't bother to ask because he's "scared to become a nag" when being a nag is better than just not showing signs that he bothers. All he says to me is "how are you" when he comes over which is rare enough. He doesn't ask me out cuz he assumes I will say no, and he doesn't have heart-to-heart talks about relationships or things that matter to a person because he assumes I'll brush him off or find him irritating.

As if he doesn't tell me how he feels about certain things is not bad enough, he still gives me the frustrated look like I can't do anything right in my life, like I'm really not good enough for him. I see the way he talks about my sister and I just get scared if he talks like that about me to other people.

I don't know if he still thinks he's a general and he's gotta be tough or if he finds heart-to-heart talks a mother's job. I just wish that if I do something that he doesn't like, he would tell me and not keep quiet and make me feel guilty about something that I didn't even do wrong.

Worst 30 hours I've ever had. Blasted stomach flu. Can't sleep, lie down, stand or so anything in the first few hours. Chris came over last night around 7pm when he heard I wasn't feeling well. He showed up just when I was throwing up. GG. I think it's the second time he saw me throw up. I had food poisoning once when I was out to dinner with him a year ago.

My sister had it too, then my grandma called my other grandma and my aunts had it too, so it's confirmed either the cockles we were downing by the plates that Sunday night, or the damn flies that kept landing on our food.

Gab like, ate one whole plate by herself. Oh my gawd, I don't even wanna imagine how bad is hers.

Oh man, I feel so paper now.. I had KFC's porridge for breakfast but I still feel hungry..

I just got back from my grandma's birthday dinner. We had nice food at Commonwealth. I got to talk to my sisters after a long time =p

While we were eating, there were 2 flies that were adamant on landing on our food. My aunt, grandma and I were swatting away the flies half the time. My aunt keep laughing and laughing.

She's getting married on the 5th of October. If I can I guess I will go too. It seems that there is a limit as to how many ppl can enter the ROM. The wedding will be held in December. I'm looking forward to it. Weddings always have good food =p

Oh man I'm going to get fat soon.. I keep eating good stuff and I always tend to overeat. I need to stop...

The things that I learnt about my sister is like oh my gawd...... It is disturbing =/ I think she is this close to changing her gender ... >< I guess I can look at it as finally getting the big brother that I've always wanted. But.. It's still gross.

Yesterday night, my dad saw me and Dave together.. So I was kinda bracing myself for what he would say when we're alone. I hope he didn't ask my mom about it because I've told her.. It was things like this that made him feel unloved because I don't confide in him like my mother. I also feel bad but.. I've grown up without him so it really is hard to tell him things sometimes although I do try.. I just wish he would understand that it's difficult to change after so many years.

Going to DSS tomorrow and to my school again.

Sigh. I wish my dad would talk to me about how he feels. I do feel bad about him. He once told me he has a lot of things to tell me but he trusts me to make the right decision and so he just keeps his feelings to himself. He keeps apologizing for not knowing things about me or my friends and it just makes me feel so lousy. I mean, I want a dad not someone who leaves me alone because that's what he thinks I want.

I suddenly feel so tired.

Oh man I do feel lousy now.. I think the gummi bears I kept eating made it worse.

Spent 4 hours yesterday reading my book. It was so good that I kept reading until the end. The book is Therapy by Sebastian Fitzek. It's about how a celebrity psychiatrist treated a patient with schizophrenia because the patient was seeing visions or delusions about a little girl that may be the missing daughter of the psychiatrist. But in the end, the doctor was the one who was schizophrenic, and the patient was the psychiatrist who was trying to cure him, which made him the first ever schizophrenia patient who treated himself.

Great book.

Long day ahead of me. Later, I need to go to JCU to submit my letter of offer, then after that head down to the DSS exhibition to volunteer my time today. I hope the job will be as cushy as the last one I had, where all I had to do was take photos.

'Til next time.

Lunch with Xav AGAIN! haha gg. This time we went to Raffles City's Shokudo. This one is.. like Japanese marche I think. So much food to choose from. In the end I had hot soba with beef and he had spicy ramen. Dessert was rock melon ice-cream with chocolate syrup on a honey waffle ><

I walked over to the library then met my honey at Bugis =p

We didn't do much la, just walk around.. Then had bak kut teh for dinner. After that went to a coffee place (I wanna say it's The Coffee Nation? But I'm not sure) for drinks and to talk.

Sometimes when I'm with him, I still feel as though it's just a dream. I've had some cruel dreams about him in the past and ya.. I still remember that day that all my dreams suddenly came true. Well.. I guess I liked him too much for too long that I just don't believe that I'm so fortunate to be with someone as sweet and wonderful as him. I won't ask too much of him because well, just knowing he loves me is enough.

I met up with Xav yesterday evening =) he went with me to Suntec to shop!

I managed to get a new pair of jeans and some heels too, thanks to his patience =p Unless he is the rare exception in guys, he probably hated the whole process ><

Had our dinner at Pepper Lunch =) it was great but I didn't like the sesame ice-cream that came with the combo of hamburger, steak, salmon and chicken we ordered.

I went over to the Dead Sea Scrolls exhibition today. I went there to help my mom. I stayed there for a couple of hours only. I just uploaded pictures into facebook and then went to take lots of photos with my dad's camera. I was supposed to take of the exhibition but I didn't know.. Most of the photos were of my mom as a tour guide. I committed the next few Mondays and Thursdays of the exhibition to help out too.

Met my honey at his studio for a little while before meeting Sher! So nan de lor. We wanted to shop at Orchard actually until the shops closed, but thanks to her whathisname boyfriend, our plans were spoiled. We only managed to walk around Ion for awhile, and during dinner he called then say what, must go to Vivo City to buy his toothbrush. I really think he did that on purpose. Go out with girl friend also must be so kb!

Hai, so our shopping trip was shot down in flames. Well not really la. At Vivo, I got a new belt. Then got to go home le cuz my feet were really hurting and besides, most of the shops were already closed.

Oh yes! Had sukiyaki for dinner! Omg yum. I had the black angus =p Daaaaaaamn nice. haha. I think I said that for at least 10 times during dinner. I wish I could really spend some quality time with her without whatshisname calling every 10 mins. And he spoiled my dinner a little. He keep calling then I got so pissed that I took the phone from Sher and talked to him. He ask me exactly what time we start queuing for the sukiyaki and how long it lasted and even when the food came. Like wtf.

Oh my gawd can't wait to start school!

Oh man lately keep going out that I really don't feel like staying at home anymore. I really hope I get into the course soooooon. Going nuts already.

Had an impromptu lunch date with Xav this afternoon. Lol. He bring me go Carls Jr. My first time there. Omg the burger so nice. Xav ordered the beef cheese fries. Too bad the burger filled me up so I didn't eat much of the fries. It was good though. Xav paid and I forgot to pay him back. So I guess the next meal we have will be on me. We always seem to be playing ping-pong with regards to who picks up the check ><

After he went back to his office, I went to Tiong to pierce my ear, and finally I went to buy my bag! $34.90, use for the next 5 years. Lol! I'm so happy with the purchase. I don't buy much stuff and if I do buy, I'll probably use it till its broken.

Dinner with my honey at Crystal Jade at Holland V. First time there too. Basket, the la mian I ordered is crazy lor. Just breathing in the smell of the noodles made me cough. In the end I really couldn't enjoy the noodles and I switched with him. Hahahaha. He eat until face red.

He brought me to Essential Brew for tea. Again my first time there! The place is nice but damn noisy cuz upstairs got birthday party. We had the white peony tea. Waa so nice. It made me think of the Tea Party that Sher and I used to go to. Sigh, I do miss that place. The tea and the muffins were great. I wanna go there again some day.

We were talking and learning about each other. Time flew by and I had a really great time. He makes me feel comfortable telling him anything and I just love talking to him. I always feel so happy just seeing him.

It's 2am. Till next time =)

Day before yesterday, I went to Plaza Sing with Xav for dinner. We had Ajisen Ramen =p I love the tom yam ramen there. Then we walked around before heading back.

Yesterday had a date with Dave =p I met him at his school then we went to Suntec. Dinner at Ichiban Boshi! It was my first time there. I liked the food. So filling. I had the beef and salmon sashimi and he had the soba and unagi. I tried hot sake for the first time too.

We watched Year One. Not nice lah. So boring and the jokes aren't funny.

When I got home I saw my sister sleeping on my bed. She keep kicking me ==

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But let your feelings be permanent.

Thanks, Bryan.

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